Sunday, January 13, 2013

期待

亲爱的,今天起飞菲律宾,明天中午就抵达台湾了。真的感觉好久好久没有出门了,这种念着与陌生人相遇的蠢蠢欲动,是基因内的不稳定元素,也是生命潜在的张力。期待出游,期待在台北街头巷尾驻足观望,期待在冬天的冷湿里坐在街边吃一碗热汤。

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

永续发展是一件没有希望的事

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眼睛发花。妈的。不要读了。
读了永续发展过后颠覆了我拯救世界的伟大想法,还是尽情挥霍当下吧。(偷偷的)

Sunday, January 6, 2013

计划赶不上变化

计划赶不上变化。原本买了周末从槟城飞吉隆坡,晚上再从吉隆坡起飞前往台湾的班机,特地隔个9个小时就是为了要与友人相聚。后来事情有变,9个小时就成了多出来的时间,短不短,长倒有点长,离开机场不是,呆在机场也不是。离开了机场,去见朋友又不是,去逛街要背着背包,又不是。呆在机场,没有先进科技上不到网,到处溜达而机场就只有那么大,也不是。想来想去还真的有点烦,不知道自己当初为什么那么有远见,以为一定会见面。如果有人要见面帮我消磨时间的,可以留私讯。

Saturday, January 5, 2013

久违

考完第一张试卷后冒着纷飞的细雨到海边那家商场去看悲惨世界,匆匆泊了车越过马路,跑上7楼时还有15分钟戏就开映了。罕见地跟售票员寒暄两句,选了位子付了钱,那种久违的跟自己很贴近的感觉突然间就回来了,还是涌着回来的。我感受着那熟悉的步伐节奏和笑容,还是像老朋友一样,我于是轻轻对自己说,嘿,你回来了。我大概太久没有好好跟自己相处了。

那晚,年少时一个人在电影院之间赶场的心情條地像回潮的海浪般满满地温柔地压着我的胸口,我跟自己对望,用力搓了搓自己的手,笑了笑。观后除了略嫌导演因为将注意力放在剧情上而忽略了将悲惨世界更悲惨地呈现,基本上这是部因为想看而看的片子,没有失望。只是在开场之前,竟然都不知道那是部音乐剧。场内有人看到掉眼泪,坐在隔壁的男人倒是睡着了。

回家的途中,突然想起单一性这件事。警官的正义在悲惨世界里只有单一的注解,于是穷一生追捕同样履行正义的逃犯,这让我想起Crash,也想起好人和坏人岂是黑与白那麽简单。突然觉得2013真是个好的开始,虽然2跑得有点快,要不0123应该写得顺手一些。感觉上很多好东西已经在路上等待。

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

跷跷板

2013/1/1

今天,我想起一个跷跷板的故事。我们3个人在公园里玩跷跷板,你和他在一头,我在另一头。我使命地蹬,就是无法将你们蹬高,我的两条腿在空中晃呀晃,我要下来,我要尝试板凳垂到地上磅一声。我唤你,轮到我了,过来。你说,不行,我和她先到公园来,你是迟到的那个。我的两条腿晃呀晃,我要下来,我要下来。我的眼睛不停寻找公园内另一个小孩的身影,急着找个人坐到我这边,那我们就2对2,势均力敌。

我没有找到另一个小孩。公园里除了跷跷板,还有秋千和滑梯,那些都可以一个人玩。一个人玩也许有点孤单,却不至于像失去意义的跷跷板,永远两条腿不踏实地在空中晃呀晃。而且如果找到另一个小孩,我们会去玩另一架跷跷板,你们的这架,就留给你们自己玩,玩到够。


世界,早安!

2013。世界,早安!

为天堂的另一天换上新主题,新照片,充满春天的阳光和生命,那是春天的伦敦街头。Come to the edge。2008年离职之际同事送我的一首诗,在生命的悬崖边缘被一把推下,就飞了起来。

谁没有飞的能力。

2013,要学会对自己的生命负责。